Amateurs

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This is how i have felt for the last week.
im pissed
im hormonal.
and i have writers block
i have so much to write about it won’t come out.
ugh.
i hate all of them;
and yu enjoy that factor of it.
pshh.
Amateurs.

yepp bloggers yu caught me on a emotional night.

i just needed to vent a lil and say that ill be TRYING to write soon.

" j'espère qu'ils blessent aussi le mauvais comme le fais je !"

brittnicole____

drunken weekends

Today;
He will say he loves me
Can’t live without me
Just wants to hold me.
He will say he didn’t mean to weaken me
That it should have never happened
And that he is sorry….

He will make me cry because;
He doesn’t know how to handle my love.
Wipe away my tears
And tell me everything’s ok.

He will make me feel protected
Convince me I’m his only aspiration.
He will show his dedication

Today;

He will hear me but will not listen.
Sit there with a vacant stare
question why he keeps doing wrong.

He will wonder if
“this is it”
“The last straw”
How much more can she endure?

He will sit there with
Vulnerable eyes
that can see right through me.

He will read my mind
And know what I am thinking
“That I love him”
He will grab my hands
And know my love is too profound
To detach
But; knows my arrogance will not
Leave these words unspoken.
He knows my heart is broken.

Yet; he smiles knowing that
My heart will mend.
Just like every weekend..
I forgave him
Again…

“I am more than what you bargained for, nothing less than real”—Drake

Valentines day ending,..

Valentines day was not the most romantic...buttt me and tiana had fun..

-----there will be another blog about the details of valentines day----------







sooo we went to jilly's and saw mike jonees...

we were super close to him.

soo in the middle of mike jones rapping---"im in love with a stripper" a big fight broke out with some girl and a white girl that may have actually been a stripper....

i got pushed on stage with mike jones and almost knocked down the dj booth...because so may ppl were up there....
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anywhooo.. we danced took pics chilled..
had to call a girl out for stepping out of line but other than that pretty good jillys night......

me and tiana at jilly's chilling.----why did we get vip and didnt get a pic with mike jones lol lame...

highlights of the night.

.....lele was deff the most entertaining person at jilly's that night.....

....simple

-------To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful----------

ill continue to write...
will update soon.\\\\\

brittnicole-

Ecrit!!!!

Okk; sooo yesterday me and tiana finally got our tats...
after a horrible wednesday of going to 4 tattoo shops
1st one closed.
2nd one only one tat artist did finger tats & he wasnt working
(of course)
3rd one closed in 15 mins.
/..... pause.........
in the middle of this driving wasting gas we manage to
get the gas light on; get lost; and pick up markk... '
(he was so annoyed lmao)



continued.....
4th one...
duuhhhh it was closseedd... hahahah
(it really wasnt funny at the time.)
so we drove around for a hour.
listen to (i like big butts)----o my god.... Beckyyy look at her butt....
yahhh thats how me and tiana rolled on wednesday night.
no tat
hungry
n tired.
now yesterday...
\camyyoooo rolled with us...
(with her glass cup juice)hahha
n we got tatted.
the tattoo artist chickk was so ..h.mmmm out there... pretty much dope..
but anywho...
here are the horrible pics that we tried to take with my phone cuz my camara dieedd...
lol......

wah yu think bloggers?
ps...............................................

heard yu got tattoo's on yur knees (dark cirles) dooopppppeeee............
eeww.. nn yur already dirty darkkkk
(insider w/ reckless)