Skeonamm. Sundays.

So this weekend was pretty chill didn't really do anything but relax, eat, and think.

buuuuttt

i have been looking for a photographer because one of my roomies (Tina)

works at a modeling acting agency. and nooo i dont want to be a model. been there done that

and i must say it wasn't for me i was way to bored. its for some but its more of a fun spare time thing for me.

ok ok so she is trying to set up some auditions for me on some acting gigs. nothing like super big

but like commercials and like short tv shows. i do need a profile for this and the

young modeling pics moms has under the bed from forever ago aint going to cut it.

so i have been lookin' around and i did meet this really cool guy that has done photography at some fashion shows... that

wanted me to see his work. he did a photo shoot with my other roomie(jenny) and i like his style.

its different. well anyways he snap a pic of me and i decided to save it so here it is=)

Ok soo lets keep in mind i wasnt going for a picture so i wasnt really camera ready my apologies lol

Just a thought*-#1

Apprehending that I’ve always been in power.
Allowing YOU back into MY Life.
But.. Somehow through all
The Chances…
The Kisses…
The love makin’ with… the I love yu’s
And.. let’s not forget ..
THE SORRYS
Yu still manage to fuck up.
And yu wondered.. why my guard was up?
Realizing but not acknowledging
That decisions should be made for me
And not blurred by the vision of my heart.
so for both our sake.
lets hope our futures aren’t at stake.

i love you man!

ok so this definitely has to be one of

the funniest movies out right now. went out tonight had a great movie night so at this point im content with that movie. A- (the minus was for how the guy acted the whole movie haha) but its still an "A"..
i really needed a good laugh and this did it!
so i recommend this movie to anyone that is not so happy to see this movie!
i guarantee you that you WILL have a better night.

hahah i love my extras in this blog.
welp long day goodnight blogger world=)
all i have to say is...


i love you man.

Call me Demented

Sorry about the none blogging of mine.

alots been going on im my life sooooo kinda got slipped upp

sooo a update on my lifee

yeppp sooo got my wrist pierced-call me demented whateverr=)

andd checkk the nailss
Sooo me and tiana went shopping deff got some dooppee ishh

yahhh soo tiana just bought those glasses so she thought she was cool...
soooo after a long day at the malll
me and tiana were starving we deff wanted food (of course we did!)
called up the roomie jenny and went to

Papadeux!

yepp it wass so bomb tiana had alligator

i had shrimp and oysters
jenny had rice and raw oysters!

(and i just had to try a raw oyster)

over all a pretty good dayyyy=)

now the night before....yikkkeeess idk if we remember too much but here are the pics anywayy

sooooo thats a little update on a happier note lol... will be updating more sorryyy bloggerr worldd

p.s. yahh i love all of my fav twitters=)ashheellyy mrs, outrageous and SIN duhhh lmao

Identities reality

To,
You, for whoever, you maybe
The one you have lost sight to see,
In your disguise, covered with societies mockery
Of how you should portray your imagery.
You could dominate you own opinion
And persuade others to have confidence as a male,
Instead surrounded by those who careless if you fail.
But yet;
you follow
When you could lead
Only to be in the shadows
Of those who wish they could be,
As great as you,
So they could succeed.
Persuaded that life is about
Money, Cars, and Hoes,
…Hoes, that are merely
Girls that no nothing about life
Back boneless women
That are accustom to sleepless nights
But GOD knows
I cant condemn
That they idolize you, more than him.
Have you men lost the meaning of love?
Is love to you just sex misspelled..
If so then your heart shall never prevail.
Yes; your hungry for success
But now you dine at a table of deceit
Blinded by the vision for which
the one you love is left with impressions of your feet.
Its reality that you fear
But, I know its there
Because ive seen a tear
Come from a heart that you
Never even knew was there.