Crying Plea.

My dad is cruel.

making me feel as if i dont belong.

What happened to the happy little girl

in the picture with her dad?

now all i have is photographic memories of your love.

a pretty little snap shot of how much you USE to love me.

Daddy's little angel.

your princess.

Dad.

Dad!

Dad!?

Will you not hug and kiss me as if i was five again?

Just in a matter of three years it took you to despise me.

Since Ive found my own voice,

you no longer want to hear my words.

Dad i have dreams that you have no knowledge of.

i have lost love that you never warned me about.

It is you i blame! - For not keeping my heart protected.

It is you i balme! - For all these fallen tears.

I blame you dad...

for not warning me of these heartbreaks that i have encountered.

How can i expect him to love me when you do not?

I want to be loved.

Love me

Love me

The only way i can say this is through poetic misery.

this is the way, My way

i want to say something to you.

when i leave dont forget the beautiful vibrations of my voice.

send me a note from time to time

Please dad

dont forget me.

I was the first to cry in your arms and, the last to feel your love.

Where'd I do wrong?

Is the color of my skin not right?

is it because my mother is black and theirs is white?

is it my uniqueness that crawls under your skin?

can i fall into your arms again...

will you accept my plea?

How will i ever learn how to love a man dad?

will you take time to teach me?

These drive by, counterfeit love from these men

have been more than you have given me in twenty years.

Dad i still am the same little girl in the photograph.

its ok to make me happy.

its ok to call me "daddys little girl"

I still am that same girl ive just grown up.

But its ok to love me.

love me dad.

daddy.

please.

Just love me.

Please...

-Brittnicole-