Our Souls Thirst.

Like water, we need to survive the current of our motions are hydrophilic.

i have become oxygen giving our compound energy to breathe.& you my hydrogen needing our 2 hearts to make up our element.

H2O that is physically blended together,we are not bound by chemical bond.

us as one we are loved, wanted, thirsted for.

we are a universal salvage

water which carries heat giving passion. interlocking the heat until its released.

our elements sitting on Opposite ends of the periodic table seems to give us a negative chemical reaction. water coming in contact with nonchalant substances.

These "substances" that have the perfect round shape of their bodies. seeping in our perfectly formatted substance. adding to many of these extra chemicals is beginning to make our

PH below 7 forcing us to become acidic. My oxygen trying to format

The Law of Thermal Dynamics to create equilibrium for you and I to go back to our Neutral stage of 7.as we become balanced again. you bring your

Hydrogen

H

2 my oxygen

O

making our molecule quench our souls thirst for a lifetime.

This small thought for you.

you've become the goosebumps that lay across my skin.

the pulse that keeps my heart beating,

the food my soul yearns for,

but

i have goosebumps when you leave.

my heart still beats when your away,

and my soul is never quite satisfied from my hunger,

i haven't come up with a complete concept on why

my feelings are so infatuated with your being.

but,

your soul must love my soul because you kept on reading.

This is for you.

TianaMonique

sooo basically my cousin is the shit! deff had a jam session in the studio today and i can say im not the least bit suprised i knew she could do it! she is blowin up and yall will have to cop her album soon! o n trust i must give props to greyson for deff taking bomb pics today he is honestly talented. heres his blog follow him. knowsnobounds.blogspot.com. anywho loookk out for tianamonique!

Crying Plea.

My dad is cruel.

making me feel as if i dont belong.

What happened to the happy little girl

in the picture with her dad?

now all i have is photographic memories of your love.

a pretty little snap shot of how much you USE to love me.

Daddy's little angel.

your princess.

Dad.

Dad!

Dad!?

Will you not hug and kiss me as if i was five again?

Just in a matter of three years it took you to despise me.

Since Ive found my own voice,

you no longer want to hear my words.

Dad i have dreams that you have no knowledge of.

i have lost love that you never warned me about.

It is you i blame! - For not keeping my heart protected.

It is you i balme! - For all these fallen tears.

I blame you dad...

for not warning me of these heartbreaks that i have encountered.

How can i expect him to love me when you do not?

I want to be loved.

Love me

Love me

The only way i can say this is through poetic misery.

this is the way, My way

i want to say something to you.

when i leave dont forget the beautiful vibrations of my voice.

send me a note from time to time

Please dad

dont forget me.

I was the first to cry in your arms and, the last to feel your love.

Where'd I do wrong?

Is the color of my skin not right?

is it because my mother is black and theirs is white?

is it my uniqueness that crawls under your skin?

can i fall into your arms again...

will you accept my plea?

How will i ever learn how to love a man dad?

will you take time to teach me?

These drive by, counterfeit love from these men

have been more than you have given me in twenty years.

Dad i still am the same little girl in the photograph.

its ok to make me happy.

its ok to call me "daddys little girl"

I still am that same girl ive just grown up.

But its ok to love me.

love me dad.

daddy.

please.

Just love me.

Please...

-Brittnicole-

La'Niiyah Marie Johnson

my niece La'Niiyah Marie Johnson was born on december 11, 2009

she was 5lbs7.5oz

so my sister finally had her baby!

i know she was itttybitty

i cant wait to go home in 5 days to see her and everyone else

i can say that i have become so much happier by

letting go of the past,

living in the present,

& looking into the future.

have so many people who love and care about me and that i love and care about as well.

i probably will be taking off some of my post on this site. because they no longer need to be up.

not that the past hasnt help me be who i am today but i dont think i need a daily reminder. but i will be posting more of my work up i just havnt had too much time. =) well i hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and i hope your new years will be as good as mine ;)