Morning Rhythm...

Was it

his words he spoke?

his smile?

his laugh?

or that he's been in pain?

Maybe its reality driving me insane.

Confusion scatters through my mind

pondering why..a woman would leave his heart behind.

As i slept my nightmares turned into dreams.

& waking up wasn't as bad as it seemed.

Maybe because his eyes shined

Emerald green....

Little White Seed.

Something like a seed.

So diminutive, & dull.

Placed in a garden eager to grow.

As HER brown skin soil,

covered your naked white seed

her love & passion is what you began to feed.

Just to give you enough to produce a bud,

thats how she showed you her love.

So beautiful you are, you begin to bloom,

& the twilight danced around you from the shadows of the moon.

As HER clouds rolled in,

so did the sin.

Leaving wet kisses from the rain,

that night stronger yall became.

As summer beamed in she became so fierce

her soil dried up & you prayed for tears.

As you commence to die

so did the feeling which she deprived.

we could all see that you were dying outside.

How you survived that summer we will never know,

your petals are on the grown

she left you so low.

Now, .. fall has come,

& you have cleaned out your weeds

a tickle of cool air now you can breathe!

Little WHITE SEED its not over yet.

winter is coming & the sun will set.

Gather your strength to keep you warm,

hold yourself up here comes the storm.

Winter is icy, cold, & wet

but Little Seed this is just your first step.

So scream out your silent tears

but don't give up, spring is near.

As your days get warmer

& you start to breathe.

Look at you now

your not a LITTLE WHITE SEED!

we see you now the beauty you behold,

forgive me for my words

this was your story untold.

screaming sickness*

Last night I tossed n silent screams.

I woke with my ears at dreadful rings.

sickness prevailed& kept me at lie.

will no one hear my lonely cries?

-BrittNicole

The sole of my shoe.

I have walked alone, seeking answers

I have lived isolated, chasing dreams

I have tried to prove my worth

To those who are worthless judges.

I have cried my pain, in silent screams.

I have stumbled alone, through tunnels of agony.

But no more!...

I rest my feet in the sole of my shoe.

Now..

I walk with the little girl, I use to be.

I live to fulfill my dreams.

I have the knowledge of myself worth.

& have tattooed my pain, throughout my body.

In remembrance of what brought me to this life.

This life… that has yet to begun.

The Reality of Unspoken Words

Kissed my lips as we said goodbye.

Tears lavished my eyes aware I would see yu again

Gazing at yur lips as they expressed the words I’ve been yearning to hear.

The..

I-I would never hurt you like the rest.

The..

L –Lies are not tattooed on my lips.

The..

O-Offering you a shoulder to cry on.

The..

V-Victoriously showing I’m like no other “man”

The..

E-Engaged in my feelings for yu.

The..

Y-You cant see how I really am.

The..

O-Overcoming the game for you.

The..

U-Uniquely strategizing how not to break your heart.

A Delivered Letter contradicted all these words you pronounced.

Made me realize..

The Reality of Unspoken words.