Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i love you man!

ok so this definitely has to be one of
the funniest movies out right now. went out tonight had a great movie night so at this point im content with that movie. A- (the minus was for how the guy acted the whole movie haha) but its still an "A"..
i really needed a good laugh and this did it!
so i recommend this movie to anyone that is not so happy to see this movie!
i guarantee you that you WILL have a better night.

hahah i love my extras in this blog.
welp long day goodnight blogger world=)
all i have to say is...

i love you man.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Call me Demented

Sorry about the none blogging of mine.
alots been going on im my life sooooo kinda got slipped upp
sooo a update on my lifee

yeppp sooo got my wrist pierced-call me demented whateverr=)
andd checkk the nailss
Sooo me and tiana went shopping deff got some dooppee ishh

yahhh soo tiana just bought those glasses so she thought she was cool...
soooo after a long day at the malll
me and tiana were starving we deff wanted food (of course we did!)
called up the roomie jenny and went to

yepp it wass so bomb tiana had alligator
i had shrimp and oysters
jenny had rice and raw oysters!
(and i just had to try a raw oyster)

over all a pretty good dayyyy=)

now the night before....yikkkeeess idk if we remember too much but here are the pics anywayy

sooooo thats a little update on a happier note lol... will be updating more sorryyy bloggerr worldd

p.s. yahh i love all of my fav twitters=)ashheellyy mrs, outrageous and SIN duhhh lmao

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Identities reality

You, for whoever, you maybe
The one you have lost sight to see,
In your disguise, covered with societies mockery
Of how you should portray your imagery.
You could dominate you own opinion
And persuade others to have confidence as a male,
Instead surrounded by those who careless if you fail.
But yet;

you follow
When you could lead
Only to be in the shadows
Of those who wish they could be,
As great as you,
So they could succeed.
Persuaded that life is about
Money, Cars, and Hoes,
Hoes, that are merely
Girls that no nothing about life
Back boneless women
That are accustom to sleepless nights
But GOD knows
I cant condemn
That they idolize you, more than him.
Have you men lost the meaning of love?
Is love to you just sex misspelled..
If so then your heart shall never prevail.
Yes; your hungry for success
But now you dine at a table of deceit
Blinded by the vision for which
the one you love is left with impressions of your feet.
Its reality that you fear
But, I know its there
Because ive seen a tear
Come from a heart that you
Never even knew was there.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Mayda Del Valle-Best poem ever!

we are not your mothers
and are not meant to be
it is not our responsibility to raise you into respectful beings
you have been weaned from the breast of a woman for years
yet you come to us
wounded and half filled with promises you can only keep half the time
trying to suckle our sense of self dry
we’ve become much to accustomed to sleepless nights and damp pillows
have become accustomed to waiting for our empty beds
to be weighed down with the bodies of men heavy with the scent
and the hands of other women
mornings with swollen puffy eyes are becoming routine
and we simply wanting to be loved
simply wanting to be able to love ourselves unconditionally
simply wanting to be held and feel safe
simply wanting the truth of whether you can really love us or not
play Hester Prynn
wear scarlet letters on our chests
become adulteresses
Cheating ourselves out of what we truly deserve
willing to settle for less
willing to act like a little less than a goddesses
willing to sleep with the enemy
men too scared to stop acting like boys
thinking we can love away their scars
so we take the lashes of the insecurities they pour on us
and lick our wounds in quiet mourning for the little girls we lose by the minute
fast fading memories of playing hopscotch
and skippin’ rope
we now play freeze tag with each other’s hearts
play hide and seek with our love
if we just don’t breathe maybe we won’t get caught
up in the spider’s web we weave while waiting for what we give away to be returned

you said you had a photographic memory
but apparently you forgot that honesty
begins by being real with yourself
and the ones you claim you love
should have never wasted my time
and just acted like the man you claimed and told the world you were
made a production of setting my folks at ease with tales of how you’d do all it ever took to never break my heart
I guess you thought you were talking to a roomful of the deaf and blind
figured they didn’t hear you
coz I never saw it coming
but the truth cannot be hidden
what’s clouded in darkness will always come to light my love
you shoulda known that
claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly
so I left
chasing paper trails of promises you’d already set on fire
left with nothing but the ashes of who you’d written that you were
and singed fingers from trying to grasp the impossible

and the only thing I’ve really lost
are lukewarm kisses
that for too long I kept trying to tune the beat of my heart, a few lies, and stories
about honesty and truth

I guess shit happens
I just wish it wasn’t me

and I guess
it’s so much better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all
I know that’s some easy shit to say

but I’m still gonna try to live by it
I’m still gonna try to put my faith to rest in it

I will sleep on dry pillows now in a bed big enough to love myself in
I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining
full of the knowledge I am priceless and worth nothing but honesty
I will remove the scarlet letter from my chest and hold the hand of the little girl I used to be
and say I’m sorry to her
I’m sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
and I will wait
for a man
to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me

Tuesday, March 3, 2009



This is how i have felt for the last week.
im pissed
im hormonal.
and i have writers block
i have so much to write about it won’t come out.
i hate all of them;
and yu enjoy that factor of it.

yepp bloggers yu caught me on a emotional night.

i just needed to vent a lil and say that ill be TRYING to write soon.

" j'espère qu'ils blessent aussi le mauvais comme le fais je !"