silence...

Tonight...

my heart is still...

my mind is congested

my breaths are short...

n my sight is blurred.

i dont know what to think

or what to say...

im blank.

something that doesn't happen too often.

i feel myself wanting to back up from everyone at this point.

maybe im just tired

maybe im stressed.

maybe im hurt.

no it cant be.

no tears fall.. so what does that mean?

does it mean my heart is cold.

or are my tears in drought.

why am i so afraid when the answers are right in front of me...
my sight that is impaired by
love?
lies??
hate??
disappointment.....???

then i realize i just disappointed myself.

what a shame.

such a beautiful,strong(weak),
mind...

wasted.

on everything for nothing.

im tired. so im out.

Tonight i am silent


"I am not afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesterday and I love today."