Monday, February 16, 2009

drunken weekends

Today;
He will say he loves me
Can’t live without me
Just wants to hold me.

He will say he didn’t mean to weaken me
That it should have never happened
And that he is sorry….


He will make me cry because;
He doesn’t know how to handle my love.
Wipe away my tears
And tell me everything’s ok.


He will make me feel protected
Convince me I’m his only aspiration.
He will show his dedication


Today;

He will hear me but will not listen.
Sit there with a vacant stare

question why he keeps doing wrong.

He will wonder if
“this is it”
“The last straw”
How much more can she endure?


He will sit there with
Vulnerable eyes
that can see right through me.


He will read my mind
And know what I am thinking
“That I love him”
He will grab my hands
And know my love is too profound
To detach
But; knows my arrogance will not
Leave these words unspoken.
He knows my heart is broken.

Yet; he smiles knowing that
My heart will mend.
Just like every weekend..
I forgave him
Again…


“I am more than what you bargained for, nothing less than real”—Drake

14 comments:

Hippo_Lee_toe said...

I like that!!!!!!

BrittNicole said...

aww thanks hun=)

Brittnicole--

tianam0nique.--* said...

lovelyy.

haha
the drake quote.

BrittNicole said...

lol yu know i had too.

Chino said...

OOOO man lol

Mic Echo said...

I like I Like =)

and that Drake line is real!

BrittNicole said...

thanks echoooo
=)

tysofly said...

omg soo i def. love this. reminded me of similar situations i was in.

JKisz said...

def feelin this because it's a situation i'm going through now. -sigh-

Jussara Annrae said...

wow. this is so good. of course its about my bro! he came over nd read it and had a blank stare the whole time. haha. you are a wonderful writer.
its so meaningful and poetic. im speechless.
=)

tianamonique--* said...

lmao he would have a blank stare

hahahah so weak.

BrittNicole said...

blink blink.
omg he would juju...ughhhh
and i hate that "i didnt do anything stare"

Devon said...

omg you and tiana are one in the sameee...aaah i love this :)

BrittNicole said...

aww thanks love=)