Weekends...

The weekends are suppose to be your time off.

time to relax.

go out.

have fun.

whatever.
why is that almost every weekend of my life consist of

complication.

it always happens i swear for the couple of months since like
may.

OK Friday nights.

Friday nights are more of my chill nights
reason being i just worked a full week

40 hrs.

and I'm tired and would rather stay in and watch a movie

or just kick back with friends.

pretty simple right.

Wrong.

most of my Friday nights consist of wondering what the hell everyone is going to do.
its always some club. (which i don't want to go to because I'm tired)
no one knows what their doing til about 12:30

or all my girls chillin' with they dudes and I'm just like left out

ughhh.......

OK Saturday night.

OK Saturdays are a little better.

other than the fact.

Tiana is at work so i cant chill with her

Camille is all boo'd up

and anything that i do want to do during the day....

dun duh dun duhhhh..... waallaaa...

it doesn't happen.

now towards the sunset I'm completely ready to go out

these are mainly the club/party nights.

now this is the problem.

we(us girls)

will get all ready to go out lookin bomb. (as usual)

and either before,or during this so called

("poppin party")

there is always a fight and the shit gets shut down.

so basically we wasted a

outfit.

time.

and F-n'

10 bills.

o yah lets not forget about gas!

(because of course everything is always far)

Sunday's

OK now by this time I'm completely over the weekends. i recap on how lame the F-n' weekend was

and i usually end up buying my self something from

Forever21

this makes me feel a tad. bit better.

it just seems i have more excitement on the weekdays going to work and

arguing with ppl all day then i do on the weekends.

and Sunday nights are pretty much out why.?

I'm independent and have a job to be at in the morning.

uh.

I'm so frustrated right now

and no one has yet to make my night.

hopefully my weekends will get better.

out.

update*** grey's fam always makes my night so scratch that

Addicted

OK im entirely too sore. i cant explain how bad it hurts.

legs

arms

everything.

So alot happened this weekend.. well Friday went over my lil bros

Echo's

house ... we had so much fun deff. saw the bestie drunk for the first time.

haha

got to see Greyson...DEFF made the night.

;)

anywho...

Saturday i went to my jobs Christmas party and it was actually fun omg. lol

me n heather went to echos again.

Got there and there was so many white ppl ..(and of course beer pong)

snowbunnies.

lol overall good night.....

.........................................................................................................................................................................

now when i look at you and you look at me...

and nothing is said ....

for almost a breath of a second.

i feel like we can have

dawn n Q love...

Beyonce and Jay-z love

im just trying to figure out when we going to make our own love.

you say you love me but why do i only have 75% of your heart?

When i love

and you love

we love.

our love is like

rain on a sunny day.

like waking up to a cloudy morning.

so what else is there for me to do but sit and think.

Think about how happy we could be.

how in the morning you would wake up and just smile

because you know that i love you

and that im there.

you would smile knowing we still laugh at the little things no one else

understands.

...........

my heart feels like it skips a beat

when those three letter words come from you.

it means something to me.

i try to figure out whats going to happen next.

..well i know this...

YOU MAKE ME SMILE.

the sensational feeling you give to me is undiscribable

your like a drug....

and ive be come addicted.

ilayu

no gym tonight=loved

love notes..

today no gym

loved.

she's his wifey...

loved.

who from whoville.

time for bed.

just a lil baby.

yes today i had a pretty good day

back.

i dont understand
its like one minute yur happy
the next yur not
one min yu love
the next its as if yu dont care.
***i go through this shit all the time. its like when its convenient for everyone else to have me around or talk to me then cool...right?!?!***
lets see my weekend yah ups n downs over all it was pretty good. like really good. now its Tuesday n i feel like i have had just the worst week ever. dont really have anyone to talk to at this point that would understand. the ones that i would talk to are hush mouth! and im tired of everyone having me there to talk to but its not returned.


breath.

and to top it off i have homework.