Condemned

Today I let yu get to me.
I was weak.
Why I let yu get so close
When I maintained yu at a distance.
Not listening to myself
Gets me to where im at.
Starting as a emotionless attraction
With unattached words.
Yu anger me with yur pride
But yet I seem to never stay mad.
Yu have become my forbidden fruit
The one im not suppose to touch.
But yet im a woman.
With the weakness of eve within me.
Disappointed by truth my apple will rust,
Not knowing if my lust will overwhelm me.
But lust has hurt me before
The kind that has changed a life.
At times I seem to care so much
That I stop caring at all.
I try to keep my mind open to love yu
But my heart is secretly prepared to let yu go.
A constant breakdown in my mind
Of yur unfair, my selfish, way of thinking
Situation.
Then I stop…
And think…
I wont cry.
It makes me weak.
But the feeling makes me write.
Write stupid poetry about love and hate.
Yur getting me like this..
Again.
Yur giving me emotions
Pain.
Want.
Hope.
Love.
Anxiety.
Im opening up again.
Damn. Im a poet
Again.
Life.

BrittNicole-